I want to go to Archery!

It seems like I was the only one who didn't have plans last night! I called almost all the guys to see if anyone wants to go to Archery but just like what they say "there is no life to whom you are calling!"

The best thing of this day is the Iced Thai tea I am having! It is good =)

I made it :)

I just made back home. Today was a very good day even though I'm exhausted now. I finished my ECON test when I blogged about it at 7:40am 20 minutes before my EE class. I didn't attend any classes hoping to work on my EE homework. I showered and I got ready for school. I made tea and I took it with me. The drive to school was smooth and fun. I was listening to Quran and I got excited with it that I was reciting it. I made it school I settled my books on a table next to my EE professor's office so I can have easy access to him if I have any questions.

I started working on the problems and I could figure out almost all the first problem. I still need one step to finish it but it seems impossible for me. I check my work everything seems to be correct! I skip it and I start the second problem and I face the same problem so I figured where my problem is. It is almost 9:00am I am thinking should I go to my religion class? I think, I then remembered what my friend told me about going to school a lot this week so I was I should use this time to solve this homework. I keep working on the homework. An hour goes by the teacher show up and goes to his office. I waited 3 minutes so he settles down then I went to him and I see him coming out of his office....

I say: Good morning...
He says: Good morning!
I say: Are you leaving for the day?
He says: Yes! Are you here to talk to me?
I say: Yes but it is OK if you want to leave.
He says: Tell me what is up?
I tell him that I haven't turned in the homework because I am having problems!
He says: How about you turn it in on Moday!
I say: Ok thanks a lot.. Have a good weekend..

I smile and go away! I am thinking to my-self Allah wants to make things easier for me Alhamduilah. I go downstairs excited and start reviewing my ECON test before turning it in. I found some mistakes and corrected them. I turned in my test and went to my car and then went to the mosque to do the Friday prayers.

After prayers done, I am thinking now I should eat something nice and go home smoke hookah and crash. I think where I should eat? I remember the sliders I had from twigs. I was like that sounds really good. I go there and get my sliders with no bacon with a side of fries. Seriously, they have the best burgers and the best fries ever.

I'm now smoking hookah and blogging about it. Thank god I thought this day would be horrible but no Allah has taken care of me just like always.....

P.S. I was listening to 50 cent's new album and I found a good song that I can't stop listening to but I would only share the name of since it is so explicit. It is "50 cent - baby by me (feat Ne-Yo)"

Still awake =D

I don't know why I'm smiling right now but I think I have this smile because of the amount caffeine in my body. I just finished the take-home test and I still have to do the EE homework! I am defiantly skipping the first class to work on the homework since it is at 8:00am in less than half an hour from now. We will see how long I will last today :).

Happy Friday =D

I need to manage my time better!

It is 2:33 am and I'm not done with my Econ test and I have HW due tomorrow the for Electrical Engineering class that I haven't started yet. The best of all that I am now smoking hookah, having some good tea, and blogging about it :).

P.S. tomorrow is Halloween or the day after I seriously couldn't care less. One of the most interesting conversations I had with my friend was....

She said: What are you doing for Halloween?
I said: What I do everyday!
She said: Come on! You should be doing something...
I said: It is not for me. I think it is good for kids... with all do respect
She said: I love it! It is a day I get to be someone else to learn how good I am.
I said: You should be me and then you wouldn't go back to your-self...
She laughed and said seriously that is why I celebrate it.
I said: you can do that by just observing others.
She said: It is different though if you experience it.
I said: yes, true and I totally respect that but I don't see why would a girl choose to be almost naked to experience how slutty she can be!
She said: What I don't do that!!!
I said: That is good but unfortunately this is what Halloween is now.
She said: You should come and celebrate Halloween with us.
I said: ohh yea count me in as the invisible guy that is my costume this year!!
She laughed and I changed the subject :)

I can't wait for thanksgiving though ;) I have lots of plans but it seems the one I want the most is not happening since things changed a lot!

Smart excuse to not go to school

Today, I was speaking to a friend and I asked him why are you skipping class?

He basically replied that he went to school a lot this week!

Seriously, his answer kind of made my day =)!

Tobacco "5 Star"

I just received 15 kg (33 lbs) of 5 star hookah tobacco :).

"Royal Tea"

It's snowing outside :) and I just had Italian food. Now, I'm smoking hookah and having "Royal Tea." The snow is exciting.

P.S. it has been three days! I only learned how to make this tea to make it for her...

3:25 AM

I can't sleep!
I am sick of fake smiling!
I am scared of losing!
I am weak and fragile!
I can't focus!
I hate what I became!
I hate waiting!
I am hiding................................

Morning Hookah

Nothing beats Skipping Fluid Mechanics to come back home smoke hookah and listen to the rain outside. Just like how I said in the previous entry today is a good new day! =)

"If we are all ALONE then we are all TOGETHER in it"

What is with this Season? I am starting to hate the fall but I will keep the positive spirit! And think tomorrow is good great day =)!

I Hate Sundays!

Sunday used to be my favorite day of the week but now it is now the least enjoyable day. I feel so weak in that day that I can not control it. I wish I can gain more strength to control my feelings.

Back to blogging!

I haven't written anything in so long. In fact, I stopped blogging for a while back there since in that time I felt that I don't need to. Is it because I was happy? or because I could come to peace, or maybe I was lazy?

Anyway, September is over thank god. October is working its way through. I just hate the fall season. It is so depressing! I know the weather in WA state can be depressing and annoying in the fall but sometimes it is very nice just like today's. It is just people can act really weird in that time and I start to be sensitive and notice everything. I was never as weak in my life but I am scared of how strong my guard will be once it is over.