4 Missed Calls again!

So far today, I got 4 Calls from her. Two were missed unintentionally and the other two gave me adrenaline rush while the phone kept ringing and me looking at it trying to stay focus on not answering. I almost gave up and answered but she hung up before my finger answered.

Fate is a weird thing. Ever since I chose not to answer I got the biggest number of phone calls from her in a very long time. It's seriously such a waste of very good chances to talk but what can I do I fell into choosing between two fires? Whichever I choose is going to burn pretty bad.


P.S. Let's make these 5 missed calls since she just called! I'm seriously surprised how the number of calls is getting bigger!

Love My Blog!

I love my blog!!!!!

4 Missed Calls & 2 Voice Messages

I was at the GYM working out and my cell phone was in the locker. In my mind I gave up on her calling and I'm trying set my mind on the new fresh start. As soon as I finished working out and went to the locker to change and go home. I check my cell phone expecting to see nothing important. My eyes almost came out of my skull when I saw 4 missed calls and 2 voice messages from her.

I got changed and went to the car so I can listen to her voice messages with no distractions. I sit in the car and call my voice message. I listen to the first message! I get mad! She sounds so cold. Plus, she doesn't want to say the L word, what are we 17? Then, I press 9 to save the damn voice message, like it's fun to listen to again!

I go to the second voice message by that time I'm prepared for any sudden attack and my expectations are way low but something inside of me forces the idea that she is going to surprise me. Well, I didn't get anything more than what I got from the first voice message. No, Actually I got more pissed off!

Nothing Yet!

It's Friday 7:00 PM and there isn't any missed call or text message!

Abdul

P.S. It seems like everyone is waiting for a phone call or a ring!

I Said

"I know your type! You want someone to admire you and you don't care how much damage you cause!"

Time

There is nothing that time can't break!

Abdul

Wake Me Up!

The woman that made me lower my guard is A LOT OF THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Abdul

Late Night Entry

We know a lot of people. We start then believing in some of them and choose to bend some of our rules for them. The hows and whys are all left to the individual to answer. I know for a fact that I've been bending my own rules for a quite bit of time. It's resulting in an internal fight of me being wrong or right! It's sucks to live an internal fight but I'm hoping it's worth it.

Abdul

Feb 25th

A picture worth a 1000 word!

Abdul

Class moments!

I think I'm having one of these class moments bored as hell and trying to be productive. The view from the window is amazing! The professor is very good but the material he's teaching is easy and boring!

Abdul

I don't like this!

I can't wake up smiling! The other day I asked my friend how can I wake up smiling and she said if you have a good dream but I know that is not it. The first thing I want to do in the morning is smile instead of think!!!!!

Abdul

Great Idea!

So I have this great idea that is going to be cost money but it's going to be processed starting tomorrow =D! After I finish my Christian Diversity test!!