Mind trick

Ok I am writing this because my mind is tricking me. I am getting attached to things that don't exist. It seems like I am skipping reality and living a fantasy world that I created. It is at its worst. I feel so weak and lost.


Is it that I have forgotten how to do reality checks? Or is it that I don't take a NO for an answer? Well, The reality starting now. It is both! My fear of rejection and fear of not having matters go my way is holding me back from making the right the decision there which was the only.

Seattle

P.S. "The less you desire the happier you are!"

Decisions

They say "The most important decisions are the hardest to make." They are all decisions whether I like it or not. They all will direct the future so all decisions are equally the same.

However though, the situation always will vary. It will present to you one or few good options. That is not bad at all. Choosing any good option will seal the deal.

After all it is not the situation! It is not the options! The problem is me! I desire to have everything. I get attached too easy. I want...I want...I want. What happened? How did I pick up this habit?

Seattle

P.S. I was just thinking outloud