Mind trick

Ok I am writing this because my mind is tricking me. I am getting attached to things that don't exist. It seems like I am skipping reality and living a fantasy world that I created. It is at its worst. I feel so weak and lost.


Is it that I have forgotten how to do reality checks? Or is it that I don't take a NO for an answer? Well, The reality starting now. It is both! My fear of rejection and fear of not having matters go my way is holding me back from making the right the decision there which was the only.

Seattle

P.S. "The less you desire the happier you are!"

Decisions

They say "The most important decisions are the hardest to make." They are all decisions whether I like it or not. They all will direct the future so all decisions are equally the same.

However though, the situation always will vary. It will present to you one or few good options. That is not bad at all. Choosing any good option will seal the deal.

After all it is not the situation! It is not the options! The problem is me! I desire to have everything. I get attached too easy. I want...I want...I want. What happened? How did I pick up this habit?

Seattle

P.S. I was just thinking outloud

I am back

I was just reading my blogs here and I was amazed and sad to see all of these posts. I was amazed that some of these memories seem to have evaporized completely with no trace of it. I was sad that this life is that given me all inspiration is almost concluded and new chapter is starting.

I have been away from writing for a while, but now I am back stronger. I have been wanting to write but yet I couldn't find the time for it. To be honest not find the time but give it the time. I have been exploring and embracing every minute of it.

I don't know what have come to me but I decided to be best friends with my blog again since I am lacking support and discipline. This is the cheapest way to have a time manager and motivation booster. This defiantly will help control my time better and start stepping it up.

I am trying the fact that it is 7:22 AM and I have slept keeping in mind that I broke the record today and woke up at 4 PM.